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Well, this is pretty much my last day of being my favourite age, fifteen. Tomorrow I must turn sixteen =o=" I'll miss being in the more youthful age, because...I suppose, in America, people do "sweet sixteen" stuff, which I guess means you're a young woman or something! In the Philippines, we do the big celebrations at eighteen years old *O* Sooo...I'm not actually doing anything big tomorrow =u=! I'm going to spend time with my friends at my house. I'm kind of nervous because I rarely have birthday parties. Every year, I travel for my birthday. Usually to an amusement park or out of the country. Once it was Disneyland (which I would gladly do again ^-^). There was also Thailand, Philippines (another one of my favourites ^O^), Canada, New York...even this year, we're still going somewhere! In May, my mom told me, "So, what do you want to do for your birthday?" I said, "Aren't we going to Alaska?" and then she replied with, "Yes, but that's in July, so you should do something for your birthday this year."
"Like...a party? *O*"
"Yeah, you can invite your friends for something."
I thought, "Oh my gosh!!" because I don't even know how parties work anymore. The last birthday party I had at my house was when I we seven!!
So you see, I'm a little nervous for tomorrow. I have thoughts like, "What if things become awkward?" "What if there's nothing to do?" "What if I spend too much time talking to some people, and don't spend enough time with others?" Eeep! But my mom says I shouldn't worry because friends will always find something to have fun doing together.
Even when I keep that in mind, I still think it's a little scary...
Anyhow. I guess I have to bring out the positive part of my heart for tomorrow!! I hope everything goes well. And even if I have to turn sixteen against my will, at least I had a great fifteen-year-old-year. Bye-bye, fifteen year-old me! ;u;
You know, when I was little...maybe seven to ten? I remember sitting in the car one time. And I was in deep thought, like Little Me always was. Eventually, I suddenly said to my mom, "I know how I'm going to look like when I'm sixteen years old, mommy!!" and until now I still remember the "sixteen-year-old-me" that I envisioned. I was supposed to be all cool, with a red crop top (**laughing at younger self right now. Crop top.**) and shorts and black boots with my hair all tied-up-but-with-a-cool-spiky-look (I don't understand what younger self was thinking. I am not part of this.) Oh, and large hoop earrings.
Wait, wait. You haven't heard the most of it yet. Also, I would be riding on a motorcycle with my arms around my cool boyfriend.
Hahahhaha! Well, first of all, I'm kind of questioning my younger self. I'm wondering why I thought about something silly like that.
Also, I pretty much have to say "Sorry 'bout that." to that younger self, because...sorry, I'm not even close to being "cool!" (and I certainly dress the opposite of that right now...also, no boyfriend =u= ) So. Yeah. I wonder if my younger self would be disappointed if she knew what I would actually be like at sixteen. Haha! Well, for one, I'm pretty glad I have not turned out like what my younger self had hoped. (That would be a disaster, I think.)
Anyhow! Today, I'm spending time with some of my friends from middle school <3 We're going to watch Monsters University, which I am SO EXCITED FOR!! ^O^ Yayayay! Then we're gonna go to the "swingin' 50's diner" known as Johnny Rockets. And I am for sure going to get myself a milkshake. For I love milkshakes with all my heart.
Okay! I have to get back to my Japanese homework, so...have a lovely day!!
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So, that's the number of DA stuff I have to go through. I'm not really sure when I ever will. School is pulling me down and keeping me for itself pretty much, so I don't really see myself posting a lot in the future. Which is good and bad, but I mean, I don't mind all too much!
Updates on my life:
School (I'm sure many inferences can be made already!)
Sadness over eating a lot lately (I think it's a side effect of school and it's sometimes unenjoyable symptoms =u= )
Song-writing (My songs have less of a "charming" feel now. I think now they're just weird. Oops.)
Moving (I never knew it was such a tiring process!)
Writing
Sooo...I've been wr
Oh gosh I've never RPed before...
Today I decided to try RPing for the first time!! Because I am loving (and always have loved) Pokemon, I found an RP website for it, and once I started reading all the info, I got so overwhelmed!! I didn't know where to start...maybe I should submit a character first? I went on the chat...thing...to ask for help, and I was so nervous because I'm such a beginner!! >< But they helped me out and I think I understand...in a way...?
Waahh! It's so exciting but also very overwhelming!! ;A;
Theatre Conundrums!
Ever since I was very little, I have always been performing. My sisters and I always sung and/or danced for reunions, weddings, homeschooler meetings (we were homeschooled for three years), etc. It seems like performing has always been part of our lives! We took an acting workshop and singing class at a local theatre for a very short while, and even did a musical there. Now we're on our second year of acting and singing classes at a performing arts school in our city.
Sophomore year seemed to be just a whole year of performing, and I mean more performing than usual! I did a musical per semester,was doing acting and singing classes outside of
Nighttime Story.
My cousin, nephew, uncle, and two aunts are all here as of today!
Tonight we all decided to go and watch the fireworks! I wanted to go on this one bridge where I saw lots of people, but my dad didn't find a parking place I suppose, so we all started walking and halfway through the walk I kept asking my parents if we were actually going to the bridge and then I realized that we weren't going there at all. We were actually on this one bigger bridge, and there were a little bit of people there too, but it didn't really give a good view. We were waiting for a long time, and we only saw a little bit of fireworks in the distance. We sort of waited
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