Birthday Thoughts

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Well, this is pretty much my last day of being my favourite age, fifteen. Tomorrow I must turn sixteen =o=" I'll miss being in the more youthful age, because...I suppose, in America, people do "sweet sixteen" stuff, which I guess means you're a young woman or something! In the Philippines, we do the big celebrations at eighteen years old *O* Sooo...I'm not actually doing anything big tomorrow =u=! I'm going to spend time with my friends at my house. I'm kind of nervous because I rarely have birthday parties. Every year, I travel for my birthday. Usually to an amusement park or out of the country. Once it was Disneyland (which I would gladly do again ^-^). There was also Thailand, Philippines (another one of my favourites ^O^), Canada, New York...even this year, we're still going somewhere! In May, my mom told me, "So, what do you want to do for your birthday?" I said, "Aren't we going to Alaska?" and then she replied with, "Yes, but that's in July, so you should do something for your birthday this year."
"Like...a party? *O*"
"Yeah, you can invite your friends for something."
I thought, "Oh my gosh!!" because I don't even know how parties work anymore. The last birthday party I had at my house was when I we seven!!
So you see, I'm a little nervous for tomorrow. I have thoughts like, "What if things become awkward?" "What if there's nothing to do?" "What if I spend too much time talking to some people, and don't spend enough time with others?" Eeep! But my mom says I shouldn't worry because friends will always find something to have fun doing together.
Even when I keep that in mind, I still think it's a little scary...
Anyhow. I guess I have to bring out the positive part of my heart for tomorrow!! I hope everything goes well. And even if I have to turn sixteen against my will, at least I had a great fifteen-year-old-year. Bye-bye, fifteen year-old me! ;u;

You know, when I was little...maybe seven to ten? I remember sitting in the car one time. And I was in deep thought, like Little Me always was. Eventually, I suddenly said to my mom, "I know how I'm going to look like when I'm sixteen years old, mommy!!" and until now I still remember the "sixteen-year-old-me" that I envisioned. I was supposed to be all cool, with a red crop top (**laughing at younger self right now. Crop top.**) and shorts and black boots with my hair all tied-up-but-with-a-cool-spiky-look (I don't understand what younger self was thinking. I am not part of this.) Oh, and large hoop earrings.
Wait, wait. You haven't heard the most of it yet. Also, I would be riding on a motorcycle with my arms around my cool boyfriend.
Hahahhaha! Well, first of all, I'm kind of questioning my younger self. I'm wondering why I thought about something silly like that.
Also, I pretty much have to say "Sorry 'bout that." to that younger self, because...sorry, I'm not even close to being "cool!" (and I certainly dress the opposite of that right now...also, no boyfriend =u= ) So. Yeah. I wonder if my younger self would be disappointed if she knew what I would actually be like at sixteen. Haha! Well, for one, I'm pretty glad I have not turned out like what my younger self had hoped. (That would be a disaster, I think.)

Anyhow! Today, I'm spending time with some of my friends from middle school <3 We're going to watch Monsters University, which I am SO EXCITED FOR!! ^O^ Yayayay! Then we're gonna go to the "swingin' 50's diner" known as Johnny Rockets. And I am for sure going to get myself a milkshake. For I love milkshakes with all my heart.

Okay! I have to get back to my Japanese homework, so...have a lovely day!!
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